will be going to airport with dearest clique later .
(:
23.4.10 11:02 PM ...
i won't be blogging until exams are over . (:
bye , take care .
20.4.10 11:05 PM ...
Heyy !
i was so stressed out just now . there was alot of things to be done . didn't do a single thing for history project , didn't finished up the mindmap and observational drawings for art and were told to study science coz that Mr english-pronounciation-fail will test us tomr . you didn't knw how panicked i was coz i really want to do a gd job for this yr's exam since it's my streaming yr . hmm.. i felt soooo much better as ive alr finished them up at the very last minute .
did history project with sabrina just now at around 8 at rc . after tht , we went home and finish up our art . i spent my 15 minutes studying science . haha . seriously , i felt soo soo much better . pheew ~ we were supposed to finish art and history project at schl bt me and sabrina ended up playing the piano for half an hour or more ? hah . seha and ila were busy doing their dnt for hours .
till here . byeee (:
17.4.10 4:37 PM ...
Fuck my motherfucking life .
Yes yes , today is my fucking bday . Like I said , it wont be a 'Happy' Birthday at all . Sister alrd fucks me alot . Text kwn kaw dary siang boleh ah . Nk wish aku happy bday pon susah perh ? Law aku tk ingt kn kaw to wish aku , aku tkkn dpt pon ah wish kaw thru txt . Kaw wish aku pon cam nk tnk . Wish stakat kater happy bday . Buto ! Kwn aku pon tkd gytuh sial ! Nk wish pon at least ikhlas and bukan cam nk tnk .
Went johor yesterday at midnight to 'celebrate' my bday . I swear it was a waste of time , i shouldn't have followed them . Gy saner stakat mkn2 dhen balek -.- Believe it or not , i receive no presents at all . How great ! Bday tk bday pon kene memekak -.- Stayed at home the whole day . Ade kereta buat ape sia ? Gy tanam ah sia ! Aku nk kluar nan kwn , krg kater aku penting kn kwn . Beh krg katr family comes ferst . okehy fine, aku stay nan krg . last2 dpt tawu , tk gy mane2 . Tawu aku kluar sia dari ddk umah satu hari .
AKU NK LARI UMAH AH SIAL ! If no one can cheer me up , dhen who else ? palabuto .
seriously sia , bday cam kaninabehcaocibai sia . UGHHHH !
FUCK MY LIFE .
16.4.10 11:09 PM ...
ehhh ! shud i go jb ? i want bt dhen malaaaas . and summore since yesterday , i didn't gt to talk otp with Love . so if i go , i wont be able to otp with him later . alaaaa , shud i goo ?!
9:42 PM ...
hellooo .
happy bday , Eldon and Fairuz ! ;D may God bless you guys aye ? and may you guys live long .
this week seems so boringg . didn't studied anything today . mother-tongue and history teacher were not in schl . presented my group's end product during PW . had LA at lab D . so yeah , didn't studied a single thing . hah .
those Jiwers tk dtg skola . went home early today . ila went home straight . ah boring boring ! slacked for a few minutes only . saw SOMEONE at bbt that shocks piggy alot . lol eh lol .
f.y.i , tomr 17 APRIL taw ! ^^ wheeee ~ hmm .. i dont think its gonna be a 'happy' bday . idk why .
kehy , bye (:
15.4.10 9:00 PM ...
hi, smekom .
today was boring . first two periods was fnn . studied chapter six and did the test . haikal was busy recording video of us -.- beh kene consfiscated . haha ! da gytuh , mdm lina checked his phone like every single thing in it . and dhen mdm lina saw all the porn videos he had . like wtf kn ? haikal was even telling mdm lina to not delete the porn videos , haha ! it was gd enough mdm lina didn't report it to veera . haha . aftr tht was recess . and i swear i was freaking hungry !
aftr recess was maths . there was a maths test and i didn't revise the previous night . pfft . aftr maths was LA . went to ITLR2 . we did the reader's theatre and watched shrek for a few minutes . there was no assembly so we had to stay in class .
slacked with the usuals before gg to malay dance . and i was late -.- the YOG's ppl were released early . so slacked with seri ajer since the rest da balek . the time was moving so slowww and it was so borinng nk mampos coz there was no one at the bbt shop and even the nearby voidecks . so it was only the two of us at the bbt shop . it was sooo dark bt it was only 5 plus . a few minutes later , it started to rain heavily . i was so so scared to go back home under the heavy rains bt eventually , i managed to go back home even before the rain stops . hah .
Till here . Byee ((:
Tc.
12.4.10 11:45 PM ...
This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid.
I still love you
But I just cant do this.
I may be dumb but I'm not stupid.
Trying to make this work
But you act like a jerk
Silly of me to keep holding on
But the dunce cap is off
You don't know what you lost
And you wont realize
Till I'm gone,gone,gone
That I was the one
Which one of us is really done.
- Rihanna.
This is for u , Love . Yes , I'm nt stupid ! 2 more days and yet , we're still fighting . Why must there always be this someone , who always have to ruin something ? How I wish boys can someday somehow sees a girl's heart . We've been very strong deep inside our heart that boys just can't notice it . Yes , we cry . And that doesn't mean we are not strong towards something called Love . We sacrificed alot . What else do you want ? We've given u everything . We love u with all our heart and soul . What else, what else ?!
9.4.10 11:39 PM ...
Hi. 5 more days to Monthsary and 8 more days to my bday (:
8.4.10 12:07 AM ...
HAPPY BDAY , SU'AIDAH ! (:
May god bless you .
Take care . ( sry no present. heh. )
7.4.10 9:49 PM ...
7 more days to my monthsary and 10 more days to my sweet 14 ;D
school was as usual la . there's gna be three tests next wk . pfft ! laughed alot with seha aftr schl about some bus . hahah ! arnd 3 , clique went to ISH to watch floorball . ( Serangoon Sec vs Pei Hwa ) Saw 'Fawiz' and Luqman . Finally , i gt to mit dhem . Serangoon Sec won . Congrats aye ! ;D Aftr the match , sent sab home and slacked at bbt . Reached home at 6 .
alright, bye (:
(sapr2 yg stwess2 , wilek taw ;D)
6.4.10 11:20 PM ...
hellooh ! ;D
today was boring cos it's tuesday . yes , i hate tuesdays . slacked aftr schl and went home at 4 plus . watched Darah alone at home . i'd ntg better to do , so i watched smthing . (: while watching , fariz txt-ed me and said tht serangoon sec dtg east view sec bsk . so yeah , gna mit him and Luqman tomr . ( seha , jom jmpe si pelat nan manggis nyh ^^ ) huhu .
keyh lor till here ;D
byebyee .
1.4.10 10:07 PM ...
hellohh ;D
went counselling just nw with sehaa . didn't went for malay dance since it's only fr the speech day dancers . aftr the counselling , went to library to meet the rest . and we were super super kecoh nk mampos . naseb tk kene halau . and ! dpt tawu chacha tawu abg ayul . haha . aftr that , went to canteen since bdk2 infocom nk pkai library . and guess waaad ? adr la satu hamba Allah jatoh pat luar library . ;DDD dhen went home at 7 .
keyh la bye . im gg to jb soon , ppl ;D will reply ur msgs when i get back .
btw ,
Happy Belated Birthday , Aiman (: May god bless you . And hope you find a better gerl ;D
