Eh please lah, you're being so fuckin' pathetic, y'know. Almost half of our class were told to sit on the floor including me. I'm pissed. Seriously. You're the one who said that we've wasted alot of time but you're the freakin' one who kept on exaggerating. C'monlah, 'cher. Must we ask you permission of everything that we're gonna do? Even passing a calculator to someone beside us?! Pathetic, isn't it? & Please, stop treating us like a child. We're already in secondary 1, and we're 13. You make literature the most hatest subject, man. You always have to come in to our class and give that fucking annoying face, ask us to stand up like a fool,waiting to freaking greet you while you're busy talking 'bout our attitude and stuffs. Errghh, i hate you! & I hardly understand what you're saying sometimes. Sigh. & Please remember this, we, 107, didn't want to be rude to you. But you're getting much more annoying than i thought it should be. I'm sick and tired of you. You know that?
Hope you retire soon!
School was awesome! IH was great. We were told to do a project. We either build a volcano or a river.
Went to Erra's house. Watched Orphan. The show was somehow disgusting. There's a number of violence scene, I tell you. But I love it. ;D We spent most of our time taking videos and pictures. Heh. It was more like a slumber party. I love my friends. So, break fast at Erra's house as I was lazy to go home. I was like the odd one there, btw. I ate western food and it was superb. So, went home at around 8. I'm so sleepy right now. And there's Drama tomorrow. Oh fucck, I'm gonna see that damn annoying literature teacher again. Oh, it sucks having you around. & I haven't memorise my dialog yet. Grrr..
Till here.
With love,
`-Dillaa
22.8.09 12:40 AM ...
Sry, tangan cacat.
This was taken on last Thursday, after school. Before that, we had assembly. 105's performance was cool. I love it. Baek korang! ;D After that Asyura, FARAHDEE, Syazzy, Sab and i slacked under a void deck till 4 plus. We ate and drinked under the void deck. And then, we started to dance. It was fun. I swear. Thanks aye krg for the wonderful day. ;D While cam-whoring, Ila, Khai and Naz came. And joined. We've got different kind of pose. After that, we decided to record a few video of me, Sab, FARAHDEE and Syaz dancing. It was somehow embarrassing. Residents there were like staring at us. By looking at their faces, I can see that they were like saying ' what the hell are they doing? ' I ignored 'cause I don't want to spoil the video that was recorded.
Last Thursday and Friday was like talk-to-yourself day. Seriously, first it was me. I talked to teachers, friends or whoever, they were like ignoring me. Irritating, bdh. Next, it was Ila. And the same thing happened to her. Thirdly, it was Seha. Followed by others. Just now was even worse! I wanted to ask Mr Goh question. I was like saying the same question again and again. With my loud voice. At last, there wasn't any answers to my question. Pfft. Argh!
Kay, bye. This was meant to be a very short post with lots of pictures ;D
19.8.09 1:59 AM ...
What a fucking mornin'. Woke up at 6.38pm. I kept on sneezing. Trust me, it was freaking irritating. Every minute ya'know. When i wanted to tie my hair, i searched for my hair clip everywhere. So, i tied my hair as usual with hairband. Messaged Sabrina to come down. Luckily, we arrived at 7.20. After the announcement at the parade square we all went to our class. And then, me and Sabrina were caught for our hair and skirt. I swear I didn't fold my bloody skirt sia. 'Bout the hair, as usual, the fringe. Kay, not only me and Sabrina were caught. There were also a few of them. It was quite embarrassing 'cause we were like standing at the corner of the parade square while other classes were going back to their respective classes.
I baked during F&N period, and it was a-w-e-s-o-m-e. After STAR lesson, we tooked our class photo at the porch. Luckily there wasn't much people there. If not, it'll be freaking embarrassing.
I'm sleepy and I'm alone at home at 2am. I'm bored too. & I miss someone very much. Sigh. By the way, fasting month's coming. Oh my, i ate alot these few days ok. Pfft. I can't wait for Hari Raya. Okay, I'm so sleepy. I'm gonna sleep soon. Good night, people or should i say good ''morning''.
Take care.
15.8.09 8:21 PM ...
Kawdaberubah, kawanbaekku. Everyone noticed it. I know, she's important than all of us. But please uh, kawpandai2 balance ah.
Who's the one who have been talking to you on the phone till mornin'? Talking to you about relationship and stuffs.
Who's the one who have been chatting with you till mornin'?
Who's the one who have been telling you not to think about the negative but the positive?
Who's the one who have been telling you not to do this and that?
Who's the one who have been freakin' trying to cheer you up?
Who's the one who have been trying you to not be depress?
Who's the one who have been with you when you really need someone?
Who's the one who have been helping you to message people important stuffs?
Who's the one who have been helping you with your relationship?
Last but not least,
Who's the one who have been your bestfriend all the time?
Now tell me, am I a good friend? Sometimes, I felt like cryin'. But there's no use to cry for someone who've changed alot. I tried not to be like this, but I don't want it to be worse. I'm very happy that I've been hearing good things about you and her. But you can't be like this. Sometimes, i miss talking to you on the phone. Since you've been in good terms with her, you don't bother messaging or whatever shit. I know you didn't realise it. But look, when i told my friends, they all gave the same reaction and saying that you've changed. Haaiz.
I want the 'old' you back, my friend.
Whatever it is, I'll always love you as a bestfriend. Take care, bestfriend.
11.8.09 11:28 PM ...
Hey.
I'm sorry for not posting for days. I swear I'm lazy to post. & I'm alone at home again. Like I said, I'm used to it already. School was as usual. Went to school at around 7. I swear I miss school and friends. What do you expect? I didn't came to school the whole of last week. I was on MC. It was boring, i tell ya'. Spending my free time at home and didn't went out. I didn't even study. Haaiz. But I'm really nervous for my comin' exams. Okay, whatever. I don't wanna stress my self. Had F&N today, cooked shepherd's pie. It was okay. Haikal's finger was burnt. Ni ah, kes budak pandai. Da tawu oven panas, maseh bleh pegang pakai tangan. After F&N was STAR lesson. We spent our STAR period practising for our class performance. It was hilarious. Seriously. So, went home straight. Khai, Ila and Erra sent me home.
I am so bored.
With love,
Ardilla ;D
6.8.09 10:37 PM ...
I miss school.
I miss friends.
I miss teachers.
I miss the fun times I had with friends.
I miss the 'old' him. (VERY, VERY MUCH)
I miss my Aussie friend, Adriana.
I miss my primary school.
I miss Macdonald.
I miss my old hair.
I miss bein' healthy.
I miss my old friends.
I miss hangin' out with friends.
I miss laughing out loud.
I miss malay dance.
With love,
Ardilla.
4.8.09 11:32 PM ...
Hey! I won't be comin' to school this week aye. So yeeah, better miss me ;D My highest temperature was like 39.4. I rather go to school than staying at home, rotting. I've got all the symptoms of H1N1.
Doctor: Ardilla 50/50 maybe kana H1N1.
I was like WTH? Biar btul sak dekni. Hopefully, i won't get ah aye. I'll be missing lessons. Haiz. Check2, my class was quarantined for one week. Gerek kan? Btw, Kecyk and I will be returning to school next week.
This is just a short post. So, bye.
With love,
Ardilla.
1.8.09 12:27 AM ...
I've got nothing to say, really. But i feel like posting a blog. These few days, I've been in a moodswing 'cause of this particular 'someone'. Fyi, it's a girl not a guy. Seriously, hating me for some pathetic reasons?! And yeah, i felt somehow guilty. But it's really wasn't my fuckin' fault, okay? Why oh why? In addition, it's somehow irritating. The more you tell others, the more people will hate me. But it's all a misunderstanding situation. Please. Everywhere i go, people(who knows 'bout this) will like freaking give me that pissed-off face. Sigh.
Kay, whatever. School's fine. Yesterday's malay dance practise was awesome. Woo. I need to save money! I'm spending more than $10 for a week. I really really want to save money. Well, I'm saving money to watch Final Destination(3D). Kay, da. I effing love the Chocolate Chip cookies at school. Yum, it's like eating a Famous Amos cookies. I'm hungrehhh now.
I'm currently on the phone with Erra and Ila. I'm so freakin' bored. & I'm alone at home. Imagine, alone at home at midnight. How scary can that be? Well, I'm used to it already. Pfft. Aku mendaqqq. None of my friends's online. Shit, I'm having running nose and I'm coughing since just now. Grr.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ZULFAQAR BIN ALI. May god bless you ;D Woo, you're 16. Good luck for your N-Level aye. I know you've been busy. Yeah, i understand. && Please top-up your preapaid A.S.A.P okay?
